tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-53134776332358354542024-02-18T19:14:12.801-08:00poet1poet1http://www.blogger.com/profile/02959537029376902474noreply@blogger.comBlogger25125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5313477633235835454.post-14638043186250998132014-02-26T20:17:00.001-08:002014-03-09T20:47:53.985-07:00poems by CB/P-Master<div style="text-align: center;">
It is my role to be the silent one. The outcast. </div>
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The quiet antagonist to all your happy postings. </div>
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poet1http://www.blogger.com/profile/02959537029376902474noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5313477633235835454.post-33186819689662640882014-02-24T20:50:00.000-08:002014-02-27T13:44:24.928-08:00poems by CB/P-Master2<br />
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Perhaps you would all enjoy a themed playlist </div>
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In order to know me better. <a href="http://by-cb.blogspot.com/2014/02/poems-by-cbp-master3.html">Well</a>. </div>
poet1http://www.blogger.com/profile/02959537029376902474noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5313477633235835454.post-40020913462677485032014-02-23T20:52:00.000-08:002014-03-09T21:03:44.732-07:00poems by CB/P-Master3Perhaps you would all like to contemplate a poem while you listen to my tracks, as a kind of footnote or adjacent <a href="http://by-cb.blogspot.com/2014/02/poems-by-cbp-master4.html">story</a>. A <a href="http://by-cb.blogspot.com/2013/12/blog-post_19.html" target="">crack</a> sprung out from a <a href="http://by-cb.blogspot.com/2013/12/blog-post_20.html">cra</a>ck in a <a href="http://by-cb.blogspot.com/2013/12/blog-post_16.html">crack</a> split forth from the big <a href="http://by-cb.blogspot.com/2014/03/blog-post.html">crack</a>. And even that. And even <a href="http://poet1portal.blogspot.com/2011/01/blog-post.html">that</a>.poet1http://www.blogger.com/profile/02959537029376902474noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5313477633235835454.post-75817822012365920752014-02-22T20:52:00.000-08:002014-02-27T13:44:11.132-08:00poems by CB/P-Master4<div style="text-align: center;">
I must toil in darkness. Sorry.</div>
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<a href="http://by-cb.blogspot.com/2014/02/poems-by-cbp-master5.html">cont.</a></div>
poet1http://www.blogger.com/profile/02959537029376902474noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5313477633235835454.post-50784474781923812762014-02-21T20:53:00.000-08:002014-03-09T18:28:32.160-07:00poems by CB/P-Master5<br />
I watch you from behind a <a href="http://by-cb.blogspot.com/2014/02/blog-post.html">pane</a> of glass<br />
the happy workers. Collaborating. I tap a blackened nail against the glass. Hello<a href="http://by-cb.blogspot.com/2014/02/poems-by-cbp-master6.html">?</a> Hello?poet1http://www.blogger.com/profile/02959537029376902474noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5313477633235835454.post-55179311490921316842014-02-20T20:54:00.000-08:002014-03-09T20:47:38.406-07:00poems by CB/P-Master6<br />
Forever a wallflower at the cotillion of friendship.<br />
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You invite me. I respectfully decline.</div>
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It is warm <a href="http://poet1portal.blogspot.com/2014/03/blog-post_9.html">inside</a> the coffin.<br />
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the fat meathead client who wanted to sexily box me <a href="http://by-cb.blogspot.com/2013/12/blog-post_14.html">wit gloves on</a>.</div>
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<i> It is a wonder to me that I am not more of a misandrist as a direct result of all my contact with straight men and their idiotic and passive aggressive sexuality. (I am a misandrist for other reasons) I think this might be because the kinds of worms I interact with do not really feel real to me- in fact their sexual requests seem to me often a kind of punch line or joke... I do not consider them part of my celestial realm... I suppose this is built into the exchange. But it certainly carries through and though sometimes I am haunted by the contents of certain sessions (most often a smell <a href="http://by-cb.blogspot.com/2014/02/poems-by-cbp-master5.html">memory</a>) the job doesn't really make me hate men anymore than I already do... It's pointless to hate them, I guess. Like I have said before, you have to care about someone to hate them. And they are just... So far beneath my celestial queer desire that I don't even see them. I have a deep understanding of these worms, though, that deepens with every session- their passive aggression, the silence and shyness and embarrassment associated with their desire... Makes them act like misogynist assholes. They are all scared. Especially the cruel ones.</i></div>
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<i>Often they pay me to take control- to possess their sexuality so they don't have to be responsible for it. I am paid to do the labor of their desire. This is cowardice. Then they can hate me later instead of hating themselves.</i></div>
poet1http://www.blogger.com/profile/02959537029376902474noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5313477633235835454.post-29358319249876528392013-12-14T21:17:00.000-08:002014-03-09T19:17:16.222-07:00I do not consider it part of my celestial <a href="http://by-cb.blogspot.com/2014/02/poems-by-cbp-master5.html">realm</a>poet1http://www.blogger.com/profile/02959537029376902474noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5313477633235835454.post-79290771646064056132013-12-13T21:16:00.000-08:002014-03-09T20:54:06.433-07:00<div style="text-align: center;">
Rip off my pink lamé cutout bra from Wicked Temptations and<br />
storm into the bathroom</div>
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I don't think I will ever know if <a href="http://poet1portal.blogspot.com/2013/12/blog-post_2.html">I am gay</a> or not</div>
poet1http://www.blogger.com/profile/02959537029376902474noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5313477633235835454.post-68755233819316407792013-12-12T21:15:00.000-08:002014-03-09T20:51:57.328-07:00black swan<br />
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poet1http://www.blogger.com/profile/02959537029376902474noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5313477633235835454.post-78048638838625141362013-12-10T21:14:00.000-08:002014-03-09T20:31:18.848-07:00On The Train <a href="http://by-cb.blogspot.com/2013/12/blog-post_7.html">or</a> Running- but <a href="http://by-cb.blogspot.com/2014/02/talisman.html">neither</a>poet1http://www.blogger.com/profile/02959537029376902474noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5313477633235835454.post-76585683597176873022013-12-09T21:14:00.000-08:002014-03-09T20:39:49.724-07:00All my love and energy focused on you- on that little <a href="http://by-cb.blogspot.com/2013/12/is-wonder-to-me-that-i-am-not-more-of.html">spot</a> on your beautiful neck just behind your left earlobe. Kiss you <a href="http://by-cb.blogspot.com/2013/12/blog-post_8.html">there</a>.poet1http://www.blogger.com/profile/02959537029376902474noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5313477633235835454.post-34020969679542773482013-12-08T21:13:00.000-08:002014-03-09T20:30:52.270-07:00I would buy the frankenstein cock edition <a href="http://by-cb.blogspot.com/2013/12/blog-post_10.html">of</a> the fleshlight if you wanted itpoet1http://www.blogger.com/profile/02959537029376902474noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5313477633235835454.post-15741567680288419362013-12-07T21:12:00.000-08:002014-03-09T20:31:44.989-07:00<div style="text-align: center;">
Rawdog <a href="http://by-cb.blogspot.com/2013/12/blog-post.html">me</a></div>
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(the toy)</div>
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poet1http://www.blogger.com/profile/02959537029376902474noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5313477633235835454.post-11475481965997963012013-12-05T21:10:00.000-08:002014-03-09T20:32:16.955-07:00oh baby<br />
Impregnate me with that gelatin <a href="http://by-cb.blogspot.com/2013/12/blog-post_6.html">egg</a> that erupts from a hollowed out silicone <a href="http://by-cb.blogspot.com/2013/12/i-would-pay-just-to-look-at-you-said.html">dildo</a>poet1http://www.blogger.com/profile/02959537029376902474noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5313477633235835454.post-5174630484204424552013-12-04T21:09:00.000-08:002014-03-09T20:33:39.810-07:00<a href="http://by-cb.blogspot.com/2013/12/blog-post_13.html">I would </a>pay just to <a href="http://by-cb.blogspot.com/2013/12/fat-meathead-client-who-wanted-to.html">look</a> at you poet1http://www.blogger.com/profile/02959537029376902474noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5313477633235835454.post-47855141409215952782013-12-01T21:00:00.000-08:002014-03-09T20:38:45.153-07:00talisman<div style="text-align: center;">
If I am a sex object then I am a haunted object.</div>
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An <a href="http://by-cb.blogspot.com/2013/12/black-swan.html">amulet</a>. A <span id="goog_1109740737"></span><a href="http://by-cb.blogspot.com/2014/02/poems-by-cbp-master5.html">talisman</a><span id="goog_1109740738"></span>.</div>
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<span style="background-color: #274e13; color: lime;">many THANKS to WTS for programming help. </span><br />
<span style="background-color: #274e13; color: lime;">s. funkee. punishment. mudosx. et al.</span></div>
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